Can’t sleep because i had coffee at 8pm on a sunday night, genius move, me. So idk imma write a bit for myself and anyone who wants to read. I’m pretty happy with my life right now. I remember just a few months ago, my norm was staying up this late, waking up around 9-10, doing nothing all day, not applying to jobs for a week or two at a time. It was kinda fun but felt shitty because i wasn’t contributing and stuff. In retrospect its even worse though. Like i didn’t see kevin as much and i feel like i pulled him down with me a bit during that time, financially it meant we didn’t go out and do things as much and i was much more blase about doing things in general. Now i love spending my free time doing things! I don’t worry about money spent and even am starting to save money. Also i can buy videogames whenever which is nice haha. (Sry if ur still reading this has no flow or purpose really) umm but yea life is good, i may be annoyed at myself rn because i can’t sleep because of this stupid coffee decision i made, but i have a real job i enjoy, have purpose, live with kevin, make and save money, have awesome friends, live in an awesome city..I’m just super fortunate and I’m excited to go to work tomorrow, however tired I may be because its a privilege to get up and go there for me mentally and emotionally, compared to where i was a few months ago. So yea life pep talk to help me sleep i guess :) hope you’re all doing well!